Everythings like come again

thanks manda..thanks for support me to do the decision..
you know today i did a stupid stuff in my life..i din even do it b4..that my 1st time..dun think other things la..

i show tempo in front his fren..so fishy..i drive car until wanna bang a stupid van..
i dunno what on my mind that time..i feel' WEI YI..WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU??CANT CONCENTRATE DRIVING??HE'S NOT YOUR ONLY ONE'

when i reach home..as usual..we back again..we ok back..all my cousin scold me say..you change ady sis..last time you wont..i dunno what happen..but i feel like..i dun wan myself in trouble..
i dun wan regret to say out the word..dun wan coz of some one again to spoil my mood..
i fed up again..but lastly..i feel that i grown up..i be more mature when handle all these stuff..but i still dunno why he do that to me..

he??who is he??
today got a ham sap lou..omg..he look at me like wanna eat me like taht..
feel so scary..then i walk a little faster..he follow also..until i meet up my cousin then only he walk away..feel so scary when walk alone..what the hell man..

sweet MEMORIES

omg..can you believe all this happen??

something that unexpected

that day was the last day me with HIM..
everythings normal as usual..we look like know each other quite few years although the truth is just few months only..
we having fun with each other..
we feel so weird cause other ppl was looking at us..(dun like the feeling)

until the time that i wanna tell out smth..he know i got smth to tell out..
he know that when i acting when i lie to him and everythings..
so i straight away ask him some sensitive ques..

then he start change topic..he quite pro in change topic la..
inside the car..
i really dun wan to stand for it ady..
i say..maybe the mariah carey song suitable for us..he start acting that he dun understand..
then the time that i serious..b4 that he enjoy and smile de..when wanna back that time..he start to serious too..then i saw his face..1st time saw moody face..

dunno why i dun dare to look at him again..
the ques until now din settle yet..
but everythings hope will be normal as usual..
and what we two hope..also hope it will be reality..

i start scare cause i really dunno what the ppl will do for the next step..but i can comfirm that..
me become more mature when the things happen in front me..

I own a NEW life

yesterday,the whole day din sleep cause think about it..lastly..i think i shud own a new life for my ownself..

thanks MANDA,KOR KOR,ERIC and KWAN YEE..you guys really treat me well..you guys support me hundred percent..hmm..i sleep with kor kor o..mayb the bed prob..i din sleep the whole nite..i just turn here and there..i think everythings..

MANDA..yup..you're correct..you really a good cousin and fren..what i trust now..just you..when i got prob..everyone busy with theis own stuff..but you..you just chat with me and tham me..thanks..

KOR KOR and ERIC..thanks o..the whole nite play with so that i can really know what i want..you guys support me..you guys let me show my tempo to you all..you guys tham me..and make joke..especially ERic..you make smth that i really have fun ytd..BRO..thanks for your bed o..

KWAN YEE..although i dunno you very well..din really know you at all..but you really my best fren..you tham me..samore today you facing your spm papers..thanks..thanks and thanks..if can..next time..i also will do that to you..when you have prob..

i dunno who will read this..but what i wanna tell you all..'dun ever too stupid..try to discuss with some fren and family..they will help you as much as they can..'

btw who like pilot engineering course..plz tell me..i hope can study with you all..thanks o..